| Friday, April 1st, 2005 |
| 10:54 am |
Well it has been a LONG TIME since I wrote in here!!!
I just remembered about my on-line journal last night when i was hanging out with aimee and jen. I was really Surprised when they called me last night and told me that tracy was hanging out with them. every time we have tried to get tracy to hang out she doesnt do it. last night was fun though. we got to see pictures of tracy's boyfriend. we tried to get Kristine to come but she didnt. no one was Surprised that kristine did not come. i mean we all are really busy and guys, work, and school take up alot of time. Last night Jerry did this great impression of Napolean Dynamite. Let me just say that i have seen that movie and i do not understand how people thought that was good. well will write more in here later i have alot of school work to do....yeah...lol. |
| Thursday, December 23rd, 2004 |
| 8:31 pm |
Merry Christmas
Ok so tomorrow is Christmas Eve! I havent really been in the christmas spirit but thats ok. i cant wait to give out my presents to my family and wayne. i got wayne a few more presents then i told him about but what is he going to say. Anyways... about today!! I started my day at what seemed to be the crack of dawn but it was just 8 am. i told one of my moms friends that i would watch her kids for her because their daycare was at school and school was closed. i thought i was doing a good thing and on top of that i was going to get payed good. so i watched them on tue. for like 3 1/2 hours ( no big deal ) and today for 6 1/2. so when you do the math it was 10 house but i also had to cook and clean up the mess. i was a little disappointed when she only payed me $40. i know it is not 2 bad but her kids are spoiled and he one son was a pain. he was even hitting my today. i wanted to beat his butt. i dunno it just made my day blah. my day did get better tho. i talked to aimee. it has been so long since i talked to her and it made me see how much i missed how we were friends before. it made me think alot about how in the past 6 months we all have grown apart. Aimee, Jen, and ashley are really close friends but now me and aimee and me and kristine are not as close. also, tracey and kristine dont talk. how is it that 6 months ago we all were these great best friends ditching school together, to becoming almost strangers to one another. I mean i didnt even know if aimee and tom still went out. of course that is mostly me but what do you do. OFF THE SAD STUFF!!!! I hope everyone has a great christmas and I'll see you soon. |
| Monday, December 20th, 2004 |
| 3:56 pm |
Hey Everyone!! LONG TIME NO TALK! I MISS ALL OF YOU! I hope everyone is having a good break. I was wondering if everyone wanted to get together and go out to dinner or something? or maybe i could make dinner and everyone could come over and watch movies? i just really miss all of you and feel like i have not talked to you in FOREVER! i know that it feels like that because it has been a long time. Well tell me what you think about the dinner thing? just an idea. ill talk to you later. LOVE YA Joanna P.S. Merry Christmas!!! |
| Friday, December 3rd, 2004 |
| 8:20 am |
finally school is almost over
God... I am so glad that school is almost over. I have the rest of my finals next week. I just want to get these classes overwith. Kristine called me last night because a couple nights before she had talked to me about moving out. I'm not sure what I want to do. The problem with moving out is the money. I just got a second job where I work from 11pm to 7am. that is late as shit. so I will got to work at 4 at ninos then from ninos go to my other job. But what do you do when you blow a rod in your car....GET A NEW ONE. So now I need a new car and well that cost money that i dont have. it is ok tho. Well wayne is on his way to pick me up because we have our new jobs orientation today. atleast we get paid to be there. lol. Current Mood:  stressed |
| Sunday, November 7th, 2004 |
| 10:10 pm |
Weekends are fun
Ok so it is Sunday night and just like every weekend...i worked. no suprise there. my mom planned this last minute trip to New York to go horse back riding. Kristine and i have gone there before but it was a long time ago. So we were suppose to leave on Sunday morning @ 7 am so i could not work on Sunday, so i change my schedule and work on sat and then she tells me that we cant leave until monday morning. i would of done something this weekend if i was able to. i guess the good part was that i got to spend the night at wayne's house. i am not going to see him for 3 days. :( lol. i was reading everyones live journal and i feel so lost. so i have a few questions. First my question is to Aimee... Are you and tom still together? you said you missed him. next what is going on, who is sick? oh yeah congrats on the new peircings Aimee and Jenn. I was wondering if you want to do a gift exchange... Me, Aimee, Jenn, Ashley, Kristine, Tray? Just a though. well i have to finish packing for this trip. talk to you when i get back! |
| Wednesday, November 3rd, 2004 |
| 11:22 pm |
you are the best
i cant believe that today was the first time i have writen in here in god nows how long and you guys would read it. i just have been getting lonely lately because i really miss you guys and i wish things were back like they were before. ya know when we all were together. can you believe that last time we all were together was at senior week. that is so crazy. what are you all doing Sunday night. oh yeah i need jen and trays screen names. i dont have them anymore. e-mail me at Joanna0221@aol.com. ill talk to you later |
| 11:44 am |
I miss you
Well It has been a long time since I wrote in here. This is kinda my letter to all my friends..... Well I want to start out by saying how much I miss all of you. I have been busy, all the time and all i can say is i am sorry that i have not made all of you mare important. i miss you so much and i was thinking the other week of trying to make a bi-weekly date. something were every other week we all meet for dinner and then i thought that most of you see one another every week and the problem is me... i promise i will try to see all of you more often. i love you guys and i hope you all know that you mean the world to me. last year would of been nothing without you and i feel like nothing without you. ill talk to you later... Current Mood:  lonely |
| Sunday, June 13th, 2004 |
| 1:16 pm |
Senior week
Well it is over... i have to say that i am happy it is over. Hanging out with my friends was fun but having to play mom and everyone getting mad at me really sucked. me and aimee talked alot about everything that was bothering us. well i hope we did. there was alot of stuff that i didnt like about the week but its ok. Me and Kristine got alittle mad because everyone left when there was still stuff to clean on the last day but we knew everyone was tired. My graduation party was not all that fun for me. i think it was more for my parents friends then for me. i spent 2 hours watching a baby in my room and knowone even knew except for wayne. all my friends left and i was glad because i knew they were bored and i didnt want them to have to sit there bored out of their minds. i dunno, i will write more later |
| Thursday, June 3rd, 2004 |
| 9:05 pm |
Prom
Last night was prom.... well that was different. It started out rough and then went to the worst night to a pretty good night. 1st: the crosage (i think i spelled it wrong) my b/f mom made got smushed 2nd: we almost ran out of gas 3rd: wayne broke a button on this vest 4th: I upset my best friend 5th: My best friend made me cry at prom and i felt like shit. It got better tho. OH yeah and the best part of the whole night was watching my friends b/f grind all over other girls yet she got mad at me for letting him look down my dress. That was the best part of all of it. He gets to have sex (with clothing on) with all of our friends, yet looking down my dress was the thing that pisses her off. I am not trying to ba mad or anything about it but i just dont understand the logic. But what do you do? i'll just blow it off. After prom was good. i liked that. it was really nice. well i am glad i went with all my friends and senior week will be great...... Current Mood:  confused |
| Tuesday, May 25th, 2004 |
| 8:00 pm |
Boys are driving me crazy!!
You know what i think is funny... someone leaves an unhappy situation to go to a quote on qoute "better one" and ends up still unhappy. Now you would think i was talking about me but hey im not. this shit pisses me off. Today i got really pissed because i saw my friend cry over a guy. what right does he have. he should treat her alot better then he does. she loved him and he just acts like it is no big deal. i love him and all but stop making her cry. KISS THE GROUND SHE WALKS ON!! she loves you and if you dont know that by now you do not diserve her. Anyways on to the rest of my day..... i went out with aimee and tray today and then later we picked up kristine but we had to drop tray at home :( Then we went to old navy and target to look for graduation dresses...god it is hard to find a white dress. Then we got junk food and went to chill at aimee's house. I bothered jerry while he was "busy" in his room... alone...lol! Love you Jerry.... Today was fun i like hanging out with my friends. They are the best. It would of been better if jenn was there tho. Also it would of been cool if all of us would of hung out at the same time. Sucks to Be grounded huh Tray... just kiddin. talk to you later Current Mood: and happy |
| Monday, May 24th, 2004 |
| 8:45 pm |
aimee drives me crazy (lol sike)
1. Who are you? 2. Are we friends? 3. When and how did we meet? 4. How have I affected you? 5. What do you think of me? 6. What's the fondest memory you have of me? 7. How long do you think we will be friends? 8. Do you love me? 9. Do you have a crush on me? 10. Would you kiss me? 11. Would you hug me? 12. Would you do anything else to me? 13. Physically, what stands out? 14. Emotionally, what stands out? 15. Do you wish I was cooler? 16. On a scale of 1-10, how hot am I? 17. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it. . 18. Am I loveable? 19. Describe me in one word. 20. What was your first impression? 21. Do you still think that way about me now? 22. What do you think my weakness is? 23. Do you think I'll get married? 24. What makes me happy? 25. What makes me sad? 26. What reminds you of me? 27. If you could give me anything what would it be? 28. How well do you know me? 29. When's the last time you saw me? 30. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't? 31. Do you think I could kill someone? 32. Are you going to put this on your LiveJournal and see what I say about you? only my friends people can do it, so i expect you to okay bitches? |
| 8:29 pm |
Baseball game
Lucky me got to spend the last 2 hours at my brothers baseball game. This is where i got to sit on the ground and do homework for my finals tomorrow. Atleast Wayne helped me!! Now, me and Wayne are going to dye my hair... tell ya how it is later talk to ya later |
| 10:58 am |
This weekend was fun
This weekend I got to go to work. Wow so much fun. It seems like all I ever do. I dunno I guess it is just starting to get to me and I know this is how my whole summer is going to be. It is ok tho. Anyways... I went to Tracy's graduation party. It was pretty good. I feel bad that I could not stay that long. But what can you do. This weekend I work alot too. I work Friday morning at 10 til whenever, Sat from 4 in the afternoon to 4 in the morning. then like all day sat and sun. talk to ya later |
| Friday, May 21st, 2004 |
| 12:47 pm |
MARRIAGE
Ok so I am in Aimee's class again... such a big suprise. Ryan-Marie registered Aimee for a Wedding Registry at Strawbridges and Target and then she signed her up for a baby one. It was really funny and all but then we got into the talk about marriage. I WANT TO MARRY WAYNE!!!!!! This does not come as a suprise but i just thought alot about it and i really want to and i do mean soon. I wish he would ask me!! it would make me happy. I dunno also, wayne asked aimee when we were in CA if he should ask me to marry him. it was a suprise to me. i mean i love him and would so marry him but why would he want to marry me? I was also thinking and i think i have been writing alot about thomas in here and i dont want to. i do not want to be with thomas, i want to be with wayne!!! No one else. I guess lately i have been wondering why it is that wayne wants to be with me. I can not wait for senior week and prom. Also, i can not wait for summer. i want to be able to spend all my time with wayne and how cool is it to live with your boy-friend...? I love wayne. |
| Wednesday, May 19th, 2004 |
| 9:41 am |
Senior year
I am sitting her in Aimee's class again. No suprise! LoL! I can't wait for this year to be over but i am really going to miss everyone. Esp: Kristine, Aimee, Tracy, and Jenn. I cant wait for senior week....Party!!!!! You know Aimee is going to be my drunk friend... just kidding. Well maybe not! lets just say we are going to have alot of fun and i cant wait to hang around with my friends at the beach. I am going to miss them so much when i go to the beach this summer to work my ass off. well i guess that would not be me if i was not working all the time. I guess i hate working so much because i never get to hang out with my friends. :( On to the Thomas thing. I guess i have become more ok with it because i want him to be happy but it still is alittle upsetting. Him and his new girl-friend are doing things that me and him did in our first YEAR of our relationship not the first month. I am not talking about sexual stuff just everything in general. the sexual stuff is bothering me as well but what do i do. Also, it makes me mad that he talkes to me and tells me that he would be with me in a second if i said that that was what i wanted. Sometimes i dont even think he likes her. well im out, ill write more later! |
| Thursday, May 13th, 2004 |
| 11:10 am |
the year is ending
Well prom is tomorrow. This will be the prom for William Penn. I am excited about going. I want it to be really good for Wayne. School is almost over!! I am happy but i am also sad. I am going to miss everyone. You all better come to my graduation party (june 12). The relay for life was tonight. Poor aimee had to go back at 10. Aimee and Kristine are going to come down and help me get ready for prom. what good friends. the prom promise tapes are really getting to me. all i keep thinking about is what if one of my friends died. what would i do? it is so scarey. not 2 many people are worried about it but i really care about my friends and i know how they are and i dont want them to make and stupid things (drinking and driving). PLEASE LIVE!!!!! FOR ME???????????? I am going to bed I will write more later. Oh yeah and the update on Thomas....I think he is in love with Lauren and i am trying to be happy for them. what do you do??? it is so hard. you love one person yet you know you will always love another as well???? I guess you end up sticking with your heart. It always knows what is best........... I LOVE YOU WAYNE! |
| Tuesday, May 11th, 2004 |
| 4:00 am |
Fun Fun
Today wasn't that bad...i woke up this morning and my phone was turned off. that really sucked. i must of gone over my minutes AGAIN. lol! School was so wonderful today...i hung out with aimee in her classes during our 7th and 1st period. i almost got into a fight defending Kristine. these stupid underclassmen kept saying all this sh*t about Kristine. I don't get people like that. get over it!!!!! On to something that has been bothering me... Thomas has a new girlfriend. Now you would think that I am mad about him having a girlfriend but i am more mad about how it all ended up getting started. First off, he starts going out with her on a night when we get in a fight and he was drinking. NICE! Then he spends the night at her house on friday night... i have to admitt i was jeolous about that but you know he is my ex-boyfriend. then he comes over to my house to talk about him and his new girlfriend and he has a HICKIE on his neck. Hello thanks for not pushing it into my face..... maybe it is just me. I want him to be happy but i still have an "i dunno" feeling. well i am going to drive my brother to soccer. |
| Tuesday, April 20th, 2004 |
| 3:58 pm |
Aimee and her friends
I am getting so mad!!! Aimee is a really good friend and we have been getting close lately and the more i get to know about her friends Cathy, Alex, and Gennady the more i dont like them! Like i have always known about them but they are acting so back stabbing lately. Aimee's best friend does not even take her side. All she worries about is keep everything with her and Alex good and making so that her summer is not "messed up" by Aimee. First off... if Aimee was as important to cathy as she says she is to her, then why would she let a guy keep her from seeing her friend. Well you know all she can say is that "alex does not like aimee, aimee does not like alex" oh and for some reason " cathy does not like tom" They need to grow up and support their friend!!!! I guess they dont matter. i know i will be there for aimee anytime she needs me and no guy will stop me from being the best friend i know i can be. I love you Aimee! You know i got your back no matter what! the same to you Tom. Later |
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